28th January 2005
you...
yes you...
there's nothing for u but...
i'm hating u....
u with no Heart...
that bloody BigEye...
may u be ill for the rest of U're Life..
may it be quick with one little knife..
look at his child..look at his wife...
bet u can't sleep knowing all is no bluff...
one day it'll come...
one day u will see...
you...
of course you...
u with no care...
u're an animal i swear..
what u've done i cannot bare...
i wish u die unAware...
u left her with her blue..
u left her oh so blue...
smile with that taboo..
but soon u'll feel it too..
look at her heart....
sworn by her love....
one day it'll come...
one day u will see....
i kept myself wonderin....
what was the last thing..
these people thought before that sin..
aren't they scared of anything?....
no point in voicing "Aman Malaysia"
when u get raped in a bus....
or be leftDead in front of the house...
no point in voicing "sejahtera Malaysia"
when the roads are no more safe.
n u pray he won't look this way..
n u pray u're safe thru this hyWay...
(note_ the news lateLy r just makin me itch n bitch n just hate the idea that no matter how proud we r that MilitaryWar is not in our country....there's another war that we r so silentLy fighting...n may i say ..losing to....
war of inHumanity .....
u can hurt a person in so many ways.....
just to prove a point, to prove u're stronger, or in most cases unintentionally....
this hurt will heal,
bruises will go away....there will be scars....but life can go on...
n of course....there's plenty of time for forgiveness....
but..
what can u do...
when u've finally come to u're senses...when u've finally feel sorry..
when u're thirsty to be forgiven...
what can u do...
tell me what can u do...
he's long laid his soul....longGone....
tell me
curry_n_crap
28 January 2005
27 January 2005
black n white...and everything spice
27th January 2005
Today I’m black….n not forgetting white
WokeUp this morning feeling oh so might…
I matched everything to feel so right..
my undies n bra matches all to my delight…
Today I’m white….n not forgetting black…
Had breakfast with coffee which of course.. TrulyBlack…
And Did I mention that my watch is PurelyBlack….
With my shoes of the colour…which is yes…. PitchBlack….
My top is black…my skirt is white…
The weather lastNite left me Uptight..
Not reading the news…cause I don’t need a fright..
Think I should just paint this World ..all paleWhite…..
I am as white n I am as black…
But do not mix..cause then I’m a deck…
cause all my feelings are kept all stacked….
N Like all other days….i’m such a wreck…
I’ve got black hair…n soon it’ll b white…
I’m feeling numb n I’m feeling tight…
I even feel like having a Fight….
Maybe I need some kind of Light…
Think I’ll have some other rice…
N sing along to old Rick Price….
I cannot help but tell it thrice…
I’m black I’m white…n everything spice
9.00am
(note2Self_ maybe i should put an add on the L O S E R section in the papers which reads...
" singleLost female in bLack (n white) searching for an everdayJoe who doesn't mind the nagging. negativity n not forgetting constantBlack...to supply enormous amount of kisses n hugs, snuggles n such n kitKat to make a bunch...to just make it thru her day....or if she's lucky ..her whole life ( ".(** , ).")
p/s: no people...i'm not turning into them gurls on Oprah who says they r the realLife BridgetJones.....
giler?....
Today I’m black….n not forgetting white
WokeUp this morning feeling oh so might…
I matched everything to feel so right..
my undies n bra matches all to my delight…
Today I’m white….n not forgetting black…
Had breakfast with coffee which of course.. TrulyBlack…
And Did I mention that my watch is PurelyBlack….
With my shoes of the colour…which is yes…. PitchBlack….
My top is black…my skirt is white…
The weather lastNite left me Uptight..
Not reading the news…cause I don’t need a fright..
Think I should just paint this World ..all paleWhite…..
I am as white n I am as black…
But do not mix..cause then I’m a deck…
cause all my feelings are kept all stacked….
N Like all other days….i’m such a wreck…
I’ve got black hair…n soon it’ll b white…
I’m feeling numb n I’m feeling tight…
I even feel like having a Fight….
Maybe I need some kind of Light…
Think I’ll have some other rice…
N sing along to old Rick Price….
I cannot help but tell it thrice…
I’m black I’m white…n everything spice
9.00am
(note2Self_ maybe i should put an add on the L O S E R section in the papers which reads...
" singleLost female in bLack (n white) searching for an everdayJoe who doesn't mind the nagging. negativity n not forgetting constantBlack...to supply enormous amount of kisses n hugs, snuggles n such n kitKat to make a bunch...to just make it thru her day....or if she's lucky ..her whole life ( ".(** , ).")
p/s: no people...i'm not turning into them gurls on Oprah who says they r the realLife BridgetJones.....
giler?....
25 January 2005
MyMoonLite..My sweetSweet MoonLite
25th January 2005
Yesterday was dull....
not forgetting nuLL..
Monday was a trash ....and so was my cash...
but in the end....
i metU...
i finally metU....
just me n U
and my trash day just Flew( " , )
the nite was dim...
my head felt slim....
i knew i had to go...
everything dat made me slow...
n so as i left...
from all that is left...
i look in the blue..
in the skies..there wasU...
U stood there alone..
u stood there for me....
U showed me u're stone...
just u n me..... alone..
i couldn't stop staring..
U're beautiful myDarling....
as my eyes go sparkling...
as u're lites left me glowing....
our time was so certain....
yet it felt so distant...
as i taste myIntuition...
u were all my satisfaction...
the sun had to come...
u had to leave n give succumb...
guess i'll wait till its finally here...
another affair.... withU way upThere
TruLy u r (and always upFar)
myLite..MyMoonLite...
mySweetSweet MoonLite.
(note: curry was not high on any sort of substance like sugar, weed, ciggies or even gas....she was (tho) blardyHwungry n not forgetting sleepy n tired....n did i mention hwungry....
n she has this weird obsessionCumCraving to look up above.... and go wild at what she sees....
kahkahakkahkah...)
cheers!
(note2Self: LunchTime!!!!....damn i'm hwungry(kihkihkihkihkih....)
curry_n_crap
1.10pm
Yesterday was dull....
not forgetting nuLL..
Monday was a trash ....and so was my cash...
but in the end....
i metU...
i finally metU....
just me n U
and my trash day just Flew( " , )
the nite was dim...
my head felt slim....
i knew i had to go...
everything dat made me slow...
n so as i left...
from all that is left...
i look in the blue..
in the skies..there wasU...
U stood there alone..
u stood there for me....
U showed me u're stone...
just u n me..... alone..
i couldn't stop staring..
U're beautiful myDarling....
as my eyes go sparkling...
as u're lites left me glowing....
our time was so certain....
yet it felt so distant...
as i taste myIntuition...
u were all my satisfaction...
the sun had to come...
u had to leave n give succumb...
guess i'll wait till its finally here...
another affair.... withU way upThere
TruLy u r (and always upFar)
myLite..MyMoonLite...
mySweetSweet MoonLite.
(note: curry was not high on any sort of substance like sugar, weed, ciggies or even gas....she was (tho) blardyHwungry n not forgetting sleepy n tired....n did i mention hwungry....
n she has this weird obsessionCumCraving to look up above.... and go wild at what she sees....
kahkahakkahkah...)
cheers!
(note2Self: LunchTime!!!!....damn i'm hwungry(kihkihkihkihkih....)
curry_n_crap
1.10pm
24 January 2005
abahs office......
24th January 2005
n so i am stuck here....
at abahs office...
well not really stuck ....
just i don't know where to head..
got pendings at one end...
and others at the other end...
n since one depend on the other ..
i gotta wait till its noon...
to let all pendings leave no soon
( " , )
so how am i doin today?
honestLy.....its not so bad....
haven't eaten a thing yet...
n the day is not over yet...
as i bore myself with this bet....
thinkin hey...its not so bad....
seriousLy...its ok...
even though thousands are up my head
like pulling a needle n a thread...
tryin to stay upAhead...
i'm tellinYa...my best is yet to get....
truthFully....its all just fine...
even if i've lost all that was mine...
even if i've got none that is fine....
i see thru u...
n i'm doin fine....
i have this urge...to runOut free...
to taste all wind...n free with the bee's...
to swim in the nite with nothing but me..
under the glimpes of myStars...
under the glitz of myMoon...
i have this urge...to runOut free...
to tell the world...come save me please..
to say i'm ures...at least with ease...
under the glimps of myStars...
under the glitz of myMoon....
i had to stop...i had to see...
i look upBack.... to think if its just me....
maybe u're there...someWhere nearMe...
but i have this urge to run with thee....
(note2Self_ blardy hungry...but no mood to eat....blardy thirsty..but no water to drink...blardy sleepy...but no bed to crash...blardy Lost....but i'm here..at abah's office....
am i sure i'm alrite?.....( " , ).....)
11.45 am
n so i am stuck here....
at abahs office...
well not really stuck ....
just i don't know where to head..
got pendings at one end...
and others at the other end...
n since one depend on the other ..
i gotta wait till its noon...
to let all pendings leave no soon
( " , )
so how am i doin today?
honestLy.....its not so bad....
haven't eaten a thing yet...
n the day is not over yet...
as i bore myself with this bet....
thinkin hey...its not so bad....
seriousLy...its ok...
even though thousands are up my head
like pulling a needle n a thread...
tryin to stay upAhead...
i'm tellinYa...my best is yet to get....
truthFully....its all just fine...
even if i've lost all that was mine...
even if i've got none that is fine....
i see thru u...
n i'm doin fine....
i have this urge...to runOut free...
to taste all wind...n free with the bee's...
to swim in the nite with nothing but me..
under the glimpes of myStars...
under the glitz of myMoon...
i have this urge...to runOut free...
to tell the world...come save me please..
to say i'm ures...at least with ease...
under the glimps of myStars...
under the glitz of myMoon....
i had to stop...i had to see...
i look upBack.... to think if its just me....
maybe u're there...someWhere nearMe...
but i have this urge to run with thee....
(note2Self_ blardy hungry...but no mood to eat....blardy thirsty..but no water to drink...blardy sleepy...but no bed to crash...blardy Lost....but i'm here..at abah's office....
am i sure i'm alrite?.....( " , ).....)
11.45 am
18 January 2005
honesty is the best fallacy...
18 January 2004
is honesty really the best policy....
like when i say butterfinger's "cuai " sounds like a malayBand trying to be keane or other UK based bands who has this " i don't mandi n i don't think i ever will" image...
(even if these fingers do an indian album pun ..their fans will still be right beside them...gues it goes wit that "u'll never stand ..or is it walk.... alone" thingi)..say "aah" liverpool fans..
...hehehe
or when i say....ella should've won PJL cause she was the most simplest n original artist that did a kewl show n gotta lurve that LeftHanded dude.....
Rawkstar in white attire somehow gives an odd yet hornykewl combination
....hahahahah
or is honesty the best fallacy...
like when people tell me i'm too obsessed with my life n B L A C K
or that stupid feeling u get when u've done something.....mmmmm....honest...
or that thing people say about me being too weird.........way too weird for anything
mmmmmmmmmm....(aiya)..
gurlzzz n boys...
(n whomever who wonders too much about me till it made me wonder too much about myself)
yes i'm weird....i get lost in the stars..most of the time...
i'm that gurl that can have fun n get all horny...
even if its just a walk thru some favorite stores wit Rm5 in my wallet ....
i'm the one that smiles at u...even if i don't know ure name...or that gurl who gives u way to pay first at the counter..only because u're stuff is just a colgate...n mine......well...a whole carton of cat food....
yes i'm a freak....i'm chickenShit when it comes to clowns....i still eat them chocs that mom keep for ages in the fridge...(i just guess the xpiry date...ehehe...)....
i spread kaya n peanut butter on my wheatBread...(chineseBro taught me this bit)....
.i do laugh till i wanna pee..n boi do i pee really loud...nenek kate its good for digestion system
...heheeh
i'm that gurl who enjoys tomYam till my cheeks go RumRed...n tears just keep rolling ...n rolling...n rolling.....(i always order a box of tissue in advance...heheh)...
i'm that gurl in her dentedKerlise...who singsOut loud wit the radio like its a karaoke jukeBox...n yes wit face xpression....(ahahahahaha)
.i'm also that gurl who watches lame shows like "the next top model"and "the simple life"...which grewUp watching cartoons like jem, thunderCats n not forgetting...
(sing along people)..."transformers!...more the midts the eyes!" (aiya)....
not forgetting that gurl who just flirts with them waiterguys at cofeebean..just for fun....(esp when they ask for my name to label the drinks..hoping they will flirt back..
yeahRight!...hehehhe)
yes i'm a star... a rare one of course....cause i'm that one that shines when no other light is seen....i'm also that one that xtends the xtra hand..even if it takes a million miles....
that one that pulls u up...just when u think noOnes there...that motivator that really KickAss....
i am that one who will buy u dinner and come teman u in u're office.. or when u've got to much work to do...and that frend who lepak wit u at some mamak stall wit loads loads of crap to laugh about till we lose track of time (babes...i miss doin dat lar...heheeh)
at the same time that gurl who just givesUp when it comes to bois..
cause she knows ...when fighting for one.... she wont win him over
(thru that twice..do i need to go thru that...again?...)...
i'm that gurl every guy turns to when in need of a frend...a dear strong to die for frend.....tho she keeps forgetting..that this relationship is nothing more ...n nothing less...than just frends...then she gets confuse n does dumbStupid moves....
ThoinkThoinkThoink (curry is attempting to hit her head n kick her ass at the same time)
. i'll take u're advice noodz..i'll go easy on this bit k....
yes i'm just a gurl....figuring my way thru this so called journey thru life..
picking up people, things, events, xperiences, cries n laughter, shits n craps, lessons and lemmonds..., frends n kitkats along the way .....and havin it all my way....
(n gurls..i don't huv typical in my dic so forgive me for bein different...)
n of course i'm human...i get Hyper,Lost, mad, angry, hungry, horny, lovey....bit of a NortyRomanticGigoloBitch who sleeps alot n clings (real badLy i tell ya...hehhee) to her greenBusyuk bantal....cries at sad songs, hyped over real kewl ones n of course never forget them legendary ones...
hungry for a special person to come her way n swift her off her feet (and of course not literaly tho...i'm kinda heavy...hekhekhekhke)..while makin that organ near her left breast stop beatin for a second.....hehehehhe(so lame...kahakahak)
this is why 32 flavors is so my theme song
(of course beside 1979, moreThanWords n yes KauILhamku......heheheheeh)
just thought i share wit u peeps. (no specific reason why...)
shit i'm hungry
ChEErs!
4.00pm
is honesty really the best policy....
like when i say butterfinger's "cuai " sounds like a malayBand trying to be keane or other UK based bands who has this " i don't mandi n i don't think i ever will" image...
(even if these fingers do an indian album pun ..their fans will still be right beside them...gues it goes wit that "u'll never stand ..or is it walk.... alone" thingi)..say "aah" liverpool fans..
...hehehe
or when i say....ella should've won PJL cause she was the most simplest n original artist that did a kewl show n gotta lurve that LeftHanded dude.....
Rawkstar in white attire somehow gives an odd yet hornykewl combination
....hahahahah
or is honesty the best fallacy...
like when people tell me i'm too obsessed with my life n B L A C K
or that stupid feeling u get when u've done something.....mmmmm....honest...
or that thing people say about me being too weird.........way too weird for anything
mmmmmmmmmm....(aiya)..
gurlzzz n boys...
(n whomever who wonders too much about me till it made me wonder too much about myself)
yes i'm weird....i get lost in the stars..most of the time...
i'm that gurl that can have fun n get all horny...
even if its just a walk thru some favorite stores wit Rm5 in my wallet ....
i'm the one that smiles at u...even if i don't know ure name...or that gurl who gives u way to pay first at the counter..only because u're stuff is just a colgate...n mine......well...a whole carton of cat food....
yes i'm a freak....i'm chickenShit when it comes to clowns....i still eat them chocs that mom keep for ages in the fridge...(i just guess the xpiry date...ehehe...)....
i spread kaya n peanut butter on my wheatBread...(chineseBro taught me this bit)....
.i do laugh till i wanna pee..n boi do i pee really loud...nenek kate its good for digestion system
...heheeh
i'm that gurl who enjoys tomYam till my cheeks go RumRed...n tears just keep rolling ...n rolling...n rolling.....(i always order a box of tissue in advance...heheh)...
i'm that gurl in her dentedKerlise...who singsOut loud wit the radio like its a karaoke jukeBox...n yes wit face xpression....(ahahahahaha)
.i'm also that gurl who watches lame shows like "the next top model"and "the simple life"...which grewUp watching cartoons like jem, thunderCats n not forgetting...
(sing along people)..."transformers!...more the midts the eyes!" (aiya)....
not forgetting that gurl who just flirts with them waiterguys at cofeebean..just for fun....(esp when they ask for my name to label the drinks..hoping they will flirt back..
yeahRight!...hehehhe)
yes i'm a star... a rare one of course....cause i'm that one that shines when no other light is seen....i'm also that one that xtends the xtra hand..even if it takes a million miles....
that one that pulls u up...just when u think noOnes there...that motivator that really KickAss....
i am that one who will buy u dinner and come teman u in u're office.. or when u've got to much work to do...and that frend who lepak wit u at some mamak stall wit loads loads of crap to laugh about till we lose track of time (babes...i miss doin dat lar...heheeh)
at the same time that gurl who just givesUp when it comes to bois..
cause she knows ...when fighting for one.... she wont win him over
(thru that twice..do i need to go thru that...again?...)...
i'm that gurl every guy turns to when in need of a frend...a dear strong to die for frend.....tho she keeps forgetting..that this relationship is nothing more ...n nothing less...than just frends...then she gets confuse n does dumbStupid moves....
ThoinkThoinkThoink (curry is attempting to hit her head n kick her ass at the same time)
. i'll take u're advice noodz..i'll go easy on this bit k....
yes i'm just a gurl....figuring my way thru this so called journey thru life..
picking up people, things, events, xperiences, cries n laughter, shits n craps, lessons and lemmonds..., frends n kitkats along the way .....and havin it all my way....
(n gurls..i don't huv typical in my dic so forgive me for bein different...)
n of course i'm human...i get Hyper,Lost, mad, angry, hungry, horny, lovey....bit of a NortyRomanticGigoloBitch who sleeps alot n clings (real badLy i tell ya...hehhee) to her greenBusyuk bantal....cries at sad songs, hyped over real kewl ones n of course never forget them legendary ones...
hungry for a special person to come her way n swift her off her feet (and of course not literaly tho...i'm kinda heavy...hekhekhekhke)..while makin that organ near her left breast stop beatin for a second.....hehehehhe(so lame...kahakahak)
this is why 32 flavors is so my theme song
(of course beside 1979, moreThanWords n yes KauILhamku......heheheheeh)
just thought i share wit u peeps. (no specific reason why...)
shit i'm hungry
ChEErs!
4.00pm
13 January 2005
i'm missinU...( " , )
13 January 2005
my heads a highway...
tryin my best to make it a day...
i close myWill n i seeU
is it wrong that i'm missinU....
my life's a passWay....
Tryin it all to go my way...
i think iof the past n i seeU...
is it wrong that i'm missinU.....
myEye's r hungry as it want to potray...
things i'm so scared to want to say...
i'm tryin myBest to stay at grey..but then i seeU
is it wrong that i'm missinU.....
MyLegs are chained...
as i'm weak and mundane....
i'm trying to Lay as i'm breathingU
is it wrong that i'm missinU....
MyHands build sweat...
thinkin when we have actually met
sitting still with lots to spill..
is missinU still a pill......
this may make u feel such a fret..
something u might want to say "forget"...
apologies if i've made u blue....
but is it wrong that i'm missinU....
10.00 am
*please don't freak.....but LostPoet.....this one's for you*
_NOTE: curry's cheeks are turning xtremeLy RumRed as she tries to press the "publishPost" button....eheheheheeh_
my heads a highway...
tryin my best to make it a day...
i close myWill n i seeU
is it wrong that i'm missinU....
my life's a passWay....
Tryin it all to go my way...
i think iof the past n i seeU...
is it wrong that i'm missinU.....
myEye's r hungry as it want to potray...
things i'm so scared to want to say...
i'm tryin myBest to stay at grey..but then i seeU
is it wrong that i'm missinU.....
MyLegs are chained...
as i'm weak and mundane....
i'm trying to Lay as i'm breathingU
is it wrong that i'm missinU....
MyHands build sweat...
thinkin when we have actually met
sitting still with lots to spill..
is missinU still a pill......
this may make u feel such a fret..
something u might want to say "forget"...
apologies if i've made u blue....
but is it wrong that i'm missinU....
10.00 am
*please don't freak.....but LostPoet.....this one's for you*
_NOTE: curry's cheeks are turning xtremeLy RumRed as she tries to press the "publishPost" button....eheheheheeh_
11 January 2005
i feel so dull...i feel so null
11th January 2005
woke up this mornin....with tones on my head...
WORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORK!
i haven't finished this..or that..i haven't filed this or that....
work just never ends...!
as i wonder will i ever end?......
its draining me out...and it makin me dull...n not forgetting...null..!
woke up this mornin....with non on my head...
noOne to remember...noOne to miss....
never felt so lost...think i need a fork....
as i drove my way to work....
and wonder does anything work?
its just draining me out...makin me dull..makin me null
woke up this mornin....with my hand holding a tale..
..and all i thought was about yesterdays stale...
still lingerin on my lace.... looking so lost...feeling so worst....
...wondering what's there to burst?
as its drainig me out...makin me dull....somewhat null
woke up this mornin....feeling denied...
looking back to those that made me tied...
tryin my best to find that guide...
...wonderin what... i need to ride?
as its draining me out...makin me dull...somewhat null
woke up this mornin....just another day...
as i wanted so bad to just stay n lay..
but i need to push and sway sway away..
waiting for u to come and stay...
(* i'm in dat desperateLy-wanting -2b-wit- someOne mood...think i lack sugar kot this mornin....gonna make me some cofffeee....sum sweetsweet coffee....aaaah)
C h EeeeeE R S!
11.15 am
woke up this mornin....with tones on my head...
WORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORKWORK!
i haven't finished this..or that..i haven't filed this or that....
work just never ends...!
as i wonder will i ever end?......
its draining me out...and it makin me dull...n not forgetting...null..!
woke up this mornin....with non on my head...
noOne to remember...noOne to miss....
never felt so lost...think i need a fork....
as i drove my way to work....
and wonder does anything work?
its just draining me out...makin me dull..makin me null
woke up this mornin....with my hand holding a tale..
..and all i thought was about yesterdays stale...
still lingerin on my lace.... looking so lost...feeling so worst....
...wondering what's there to burst?
as its drainig me out...makin me dull....somewhat null
woke up this mornin....feeling denied...
looking back to those that made me tied...
tryin my best to find that guide...
...wonderin what... i need to ride?
as its draining me out...makin me dull...somewhat null
woke up this mornin....just another day...
as i wanted so bad to just stay n lay..
but i need to push and sway sway away..
waiting for u to come and stay...
(* i'm in dat desperateLy-wanting -2b-wit- someOne mood...think i lack sugar kot this mornin....gonna make me some cofffeee....sum sweetsweet coffee....aaaah)
C h EeeeeE R S!
11.15 am
6 January 2005
Lingerin In Me
6 January 2005
say nuthin more...
beat my bore...
i miss u're skin...
and all within...
feel my heart...
taste it hard...
let us start..
whats left Unguard...
breathin it in...
as u cum within...
as i lust u in...
as i lick u're skin....
look and stay...
here n away..
look and lay...
stay another day...
hold me now...
taste whats aroused..
i want u now...
i want u aroused....
u had my shivers..
now its back with glitters...
as u rock my knickers...
as i give u shivers.....
come into my sheets...
give me all that i need..
as the rhythm beats...
u're all that i bleed...
so i wait for this time....
as i'm weak with my thyme...
as u let ureself be....
as u linger in me.......................
* note to self : Try to forget that its damn cold here in the office...n that any sudden rubbin between skins which produce heat... tho very tempting...and may lead to wild-Hornyness-beyond control...
it should be avoided...
watch it!..u're almost wetting the seat! *
(kihkihkihkihkihkihkihkihkihkih)
3.45 pm
say nuthin more...
beat my bore...
i miss u're skin...
and all within...
feel my heart...
taste it hard...
let us start..
whats left Unguard...
breathin it in...
as u cum within...
as i lust u in...
as i lick u're skin....
look and stay...
here n away..
look and lay...
stay another day...
hold me now...
taste whats aroused..
i want u now...
i want u aroused....
u had my shivers..
now its back with glitters...
as u rock my knickers...
as i give u shivers.....
come into my sheets...
give me all that i need..
as the rhythm beats...
u're all that i bleed...
so i wait for this time....
as i'm weak with my thyme...
as u let ureself be....
as u linger in me.......................
* note to self : Try to forget that its damn cold here in the office...n that any sudden rubbin between skins which produce heat... tho very tempting...and may lead to wild-Hornyness-beyond control...
it should be avoided...
watch it!..u're almost wetting the seat! *
(kihkihkihkihkihkihkihkihkihkih)
3.45 pm
i saw a BitchyGhost!!!!!!!
6 January 2005
she looked at me pale...
as her eyes filled me red...
beneath that horrid UglyTale...
thru the nites of grey and dead...
i felt a lilttle hush...
a whisper that so rush..
as i smell u thru the dust...
n u feel me wit u're lust....
i wanted it to shut..
just stay within this hut...
but u just couldn't bare...
n u just had to stare....
tales of u are true...
for nothin beats that suddenBlue...
as u left me with no clue...
where time was only due....
n as i become the most...
i wanted to make u a toast...
to have a nite nothing worst most...
the nite i saw a bitchyGhost....
9.40am
(heheheheheh....muahahahahaahh!!!!muakakakakakakakakakak...!)
*see how bored i am...hehe*
ma..thanx for tellin me about that white hantu running around our house...( " , )...now i can't even sleep...even wit the spotLite on......heheheheh
she looked at me pale...
as her eyes filled me red...
beneath that horrid UglyTale...
thru the nites of grey and dead...
i felt a lilttle hush...
a whisper that so rush..
as i smell u thru the dust...
n u feel me wit u're lust....
i wanted it to shut..
just stay within this hut...
but u just couldn't bare...
n u just had to stare....
tales of u are true...
for nothin beats that suddenBlue...
as u left me with no clue...
where time was only due....
n as i become the most...
i wanted to make u a toast...
to have a nite nothing worst most...
the nite i saw a bitchyGhost....
9.40am
(heheheheheh....muahahahahaahh!!!!muakakakakakakakakakak...!)
*see how bored i am...hehe*
ma..thanx for tellin me about that white hantu running around our house...( " , )...now i can't even sleep...even wit the spotLite on......heheheheh
4 January 2005
smellyCat...SmellyCat...
4 th January 2005
Prune died this mornin (babyGurl!...sure gonna missYa)
so in memory...baby..this ones for ya :
u r my sunshine
my only sunshine
u make me happy...
when skies r grey
u never know dear..
how mush i love u..
so please don't take my sunshine away..
(one more time!....hehehe)
think my back garden is like a CatCemetary..
we just keep on diggin that place n place them cats..
not remembering which cat was put where...
but each cat had their own identity..
(n we loved them all.... includin...babyGurl!....wa!)
feelin bit sleepy this middle of the day....
didn't really had enuff sleep lastNite.....
alot of tossin n turnin....
till it was time to get up...
nothin heavy on my mind...
nor in my stomach...(oh xcept for some spicy noodles i had..on an empty stummy...Oouch!)
had a thought lastNite...
Is life all about matchin ?
i mean lets face it..
every women (n may i add man) in their right mind...will have a time in their life...if not now..somewhere in the future...
to just want to match things...lets start wit clothing...
for a typical malay gurl like (noodz shut up about the malay thing!) mmm...me..
i gotta make sure i'm wearin a black tudung when most of my pattern on my kurung..has black on it....
n my black shoes just fits all...so to play safe...(like i always do...i think)...
i got myself a black watch.... n it just fit right in ...even if it was a purple outfit, yellow outfit...cause black just goes wit everything (mayb thats why i lorve black so much....hehehe)..
but it got me thinkin...what about other colours....had that while i came a cross a red watch...
a curryClassic (which means...anyone who sees it n knows me...will def say that i'd buy it...) ..only thing is...
its red....n e'One knows i only wear BL A CK..
i was thinkin..i can't buy that..i got no blouse to match..let alone bag to match (it was fire engine red....u know type of watch from gucci or dolce or escada (ala..like mahal2 nak mati tu...heheh)...then i tried it on...it didn't fit my skin colour (duh!)....
then i had that thought...
what izit about matchin?!!!!...
do i have to revamp my outfit colours e'Time i have a change to other type of black?...
to buy this watch i need to get red shoes...n oh yes lets not forget to get a fiery red Bag...n since my skin dont match...i gotta get red red so bright red undergarments!...
then my head was playin wit me...again
it made me think...
what izit about matchin...
is it that important..
will i be penalised if i were to wear all navyBlue...n have a redWatch on my right hand
(like what i'm wearin today? kihkihkihkihkih)
i didn't really have any intense force to have a particular topic today...
im just simply typing myself away to avoid myself from snoring...
like i said...
am a bit sleepy this middle of the day
*winkWink*
C h e e r s !
Prune died this mornin (babyGurl!...sure gonna missYa)
so in memory...baby..this ones for ya :
u r my sunshine
my only sunshine
u make me happy...
when skies r grey
u never know dear..
how mush i love u..
so please don't take my sunshine away..
(one more time!....hehehe)
think my back garden is like a CatCemetary..
we just keep on diggin that place n place them cats..
not remembering which cat was put where...
but each cat had their own identity..
(n we loved them all.... includin...babyGurl!....wa!)
feelin bit sleepy this middle of the day....
didn't really had enuff sleep lastNite.....
alot of tossin n turnin....
till it was time to get up...
nothin heavy on my mind...
nor in my stomach...(oh xcept for some spicy noodles i had..on an empty stummy...Oouch!)
had a thought lastNite...
Is life all about matchin ?
i mean lets face it..
every women (n may i add man) in their right mind...will have a time in their life...if not now..somewhere in the future...
to just want to match things...lets start wit clothing...
for a typical malay gurl like (noodz shut up about the malay thing!) mmm...me..
i gotta make sure i'm wearin a black tudung when most of my pattern on my kurung..has black on it....
n my black shoes just fits all...so to play safe...(like i always do...i think)...
i got myself a black watch.... n it just fit right in ...even if it was a purple outfit, yellow outfit...cause black just goes wit everything (mayb thats why i lorve black so much....hehehe)..
but it got me thinkin...what about other colours....had that while i came a cross a red watch...
a curryClassic (which means...anyone who sees it n knows me...will def say that i'd buy it...) ..only thing is...
its red....n e'One knows i only wear BL A CK..
i was thinkin..i can't buy that..i got no blouse to match..let alone bag to match (it was fire engine red....u know type of watch from gucci or dolce or escada (ala..like mahal2 nak mati tu...heheh)...then i tried it on...it didn't fit my skin colour (duh!)....
then i had that thought...
what izit about matchin?!!!!...
do i have to revamp my outfit colours e'Time i have a change to other type of black?...
to buy this watch i need to get red shoes...n oh yes lets not forget to get a fiery red Bag...n since my skin dont match...i gotta get red red so bright red undergarments!...
then my head was playin wit me...again
it made me think...
what izit about matchin...
is it that important..
will i be penalised if i were to wear all navyBlue...n have a redWatch on my right hand
(like what i'm wearin today? kihkihkihkihkih)
i didn't really have any intense force to have a particular topic today...
im just simply typing myself away to avoid myself from snoring...
like i said...
am a bit sleepy this middle of the day
*winkWink*
C h e e r s !
3 January 2005
knew i'd hate today..
3rd January 2005
the second i'm up ...i was already feeling the tension...
i feel like everything needs dimension...
n that this story has many versions...
i came early this mornin...cause i knew i'd be doin..
alot of waitin...
n so there is this paper i had to submitt...
it isn't even updated..let alone be signed....n lets not talk about submitting it
n like i said ...i started early...
n like i also said....i did alot of waiting...
i waited...
fot the doc n her latest info..
i waited...
for my Yb to sign the paper...
i waited...
to get the approval...
n i waited somemore..
to finally get to stuff my stummy...(aaaw....my perut..lapar sey)
i just did a hell lotta waitin today...
n then it was over....
finally makin my way back to my sanctuary
(work sanctuary that is...uuuurgh..)
but like always...i was wrong...
i was SO.... wrong...
it wasn't over....
mom had her bitchFit today....
out of all her days...
she had to have a bitchFit...TODAY!!!
i'm tired n pissed...
n she just had to add to it all....
damn i haven't gotten my Period ...
so this must b my unstable hormones...
uuuurgh...i just want to scream...
n run stalk naked...
n only stop for a drink of water...
then get up on that ladder....
n shout F***K to all that matters....
gotta hate this monday...
but its not fair to say...
that i'll hate all monday (s)....
save me in ure way...
cause i knew i'd dismay...
on a day like today...
5.30pm.
( i need my puffs!!!!..)
APPENDIX
BitchFit
-the tendency to make a bigFuss over an overrated matter which does not need further clarification, xplaination or bitchin for that matter..(ma I LurveU... but giveMe a break will ya!..)
the second i'm up ...i was already feeling the tension...
i feel like everything needs dimension...
n that this story has many versions...
i came early this mornin...cause i knew i'd be doin..
alot of waitin...
n so there is this paper i had to submitt...
it isn't even updated..let alone be signed....n lets not talk about submitting it
n like i said ...i started early...
n like i also said....i did alot of waiting...
i waited...
fot the doc n her latest info..
i waited...
for my Yb to sign the paper...
i waited...
to get the approval...
n i waited somemore..
to finally get to stuff my stummy...(aaaw....my perut..lapar sey)
i just did a hell lotta waitin today...
n then it was over....
finally makin my way back to my sanctuary
(work sanctuary that is...uuuurgh..)
but like always...i was wrong...
i was SO.... wrong...
it wasn't over....
mom had her bitchFit today....
out of all her days...
she had to have a bitchFit...TODAY!!!
i'm tired n pissed...
n she just had to add to it all....
damn i haven't gotten my Period ...
so this must b my unstable hormones...
uuuurgh...i just want to scream...
n run stalk naked...
n only stop for a drink of water...
then get up on that ladder....
n shout F***K to all that matters....
gotta hate this monday...
but its not fair to say...
that i'll hate all monday (s)....
save me in ure way...
cause i knew i'd dismay...
on a day like today...
5.30pm.
( i need my puffs!!!!..)
APPENDIX
BitchFit
-the tendency to make a bigFuss over an overrated matter which does not need further clarification, xplaination or bitchin for that matter..(ma I LurveU... but giveMe a break will ya!..)
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